Chapter One: Before The Storm

Elise baby wake up, Derrick whispered into her ear sitting on the side of the bed as he used the palm of his hand to gently brush the hair out of her sleeping face.
She let out a slight moan as she slowly opened her eyes. Good morning baby I made you some breakfast, it's your favorite waffles bacon and apple juice.
"Thanks honey you didn't have to do that, I thought you were at work already.
"I was actually on my way but they cancelled my morning meeting and I decided that it would be nice to spend a little time with you before we both have to rush off to work". Well all of this sure looks good she said as she surveyed the white tray table in front of her, Derrick had always been a good cook ever since she met him in college. She sat up in the huge king sized bed they shared an propped herself against one of the many down pillows that were lined neatly on the bed. Derrick stated at her as she began to consume the delicious breakfast he had prepared for her, he always admired her beauty. Her cocoa brown skin flawless and smooth with big hazel eyes and the
Pouty lips to match Elise was fine and not just big booty small waist fine but she was beautiful inside and out, she had a heart of gold and that was always what Derrick loved the most about her. Why do you keep staring at me? Do I have syrup on my face she laughed playfully swatting her hand at his face. No Im just looking at my sexy girlfriend can I do that? I guess so but can you not stare so hard I'm trying to enjoy my food geez. They both laughed as Derrick moved in and kissed her lips softly. Elise didn't fight it she accepted his kiss and wrapped her arms around his neck, Derrick got up moved the tray to the floor and laid down the bed beside Elise. They locked eyes for a moment and then broke their trance when Elise moved from
Beside him and began straddling him they kissed passionately and wildly touching each others bodies  making sure not to break their kiss. Derrick grabbed the silk nightie she was wearing from the bottom
And carefully pulled it over her head, he cupped each of her breasts in his hands never taking his eyes off of her. She could feel his erection beneath her and wasted no time unzipping
The pants he was wearing he pushed the pants off and threw them to the floor grabbing her small waist and placing himself inside her, she moaned taking him in and slowly
Moving her hips in circular motions on top of him. He used his tongue to suck each of her erect nipples with his hands on her butt encouraging her increasing movements. She moved faster digging her nails into his caramel skin moaning and panting as he pushed himself deeper inside of her letting the wetness she possessed overflow onto his stomach. They moved together in sync, she felt herself getting closer to the thing she desired most, her body tightening as he moved her faster and faster until she could no longer compete with him and threw her head back with screams of ecstasy as he took her to the prgasm she had only ever gotten when she was with him. She collapsed onto his chest completely satisfied. "Damn baby that was good" I know she said. You really know how to make a girl breakfast huh? I guess I do, I'd that's the kind of reward I get for cooking maybe I should do it more often. Well that would be great, but all I want to do now is go back to sleep and I don't think my boss would like me coming in late everyday for work so maybe you should only cook once in awhile.
Derrick laughed and pulled the covers over both of their tired yet satisfied bodies. Well let's go back to sleep for now and just pretend like we don't have to go to work in two hours. Ok baby I love you she said. I love you too Elise I love you too.

Self Confidence

Self confidence is an important quality to possess. I have always had a serious problem with this especially since about the age of 13 when I started gaining weight and quickly became the "Big" girl in the class. Even now as an adult I struggle to not always think the worst of myself or to imagine that people are always looking at my flaws, but im learning more and more each day that I am beautiful and that God whom I praise as my creator made me perfect in his image. If you are a young woman and you feel like you're less than beautiful or you constantly worry about what people think of you take my advice, someone is always going to have negative things about you, even the most beautiful women in the world get talked about so chalk it up to the fact that if someone has something negative to say they must be watching you and if they're constantly watching you then you must be doing something right. I hope all of you  BEAUTIFUL people are having a great sunday!!!!

                                                                     Besos y Abrazos
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A Dose Of Inspiration

Hey babes!  Happy Sunday :) Ive been seeing alot of tweets lately about some really good inspirational books so I decided to pick up a couple for myself....Well I actually downloaded them to my iphone which is so convenient since im usually ALWAYS somewhere near my phone, I can just pick it up and read a few passages if im getting stressed during the day and need that dose of inspiration to put things in perspective for me. I am a firm believer in God and it really does make a difference in my life when I Make him the center of each and every one of my days. I hope you get some inspiration from this. Whats your favorite inspiration/motivational book?

This book was recommended by a few people and it is by far my fav book for women !

Joyce Meyer has a Ton of great books to read I have several of them on my bookshelf at home but this daily devotional sits on my nightstand so I can pick it up first thing in the morning and read a passage to get my day started.

another devotional this one by Joel Osteen whos church is in my city :)

Back in Business

Well guys ive been away for a few months now and it's really been weighing heavy on my mind to start posting again and really dedicate myself to my blog and YouTube channel. I just bought a New camera so I hope to be doing some outfit posts soon and also some videos!!! Hope everyone has been having a wonderful 2012!!! I might just have a surprise for you at the end of the WEEK!!
                                                        
                                                                                                           As Always Besos y Abrazos

Book Club And other Updates

Hey Babes!

So I know its been awhile since ive posted anything but I have been SUPER busy with work and other home projects. I wanted to let you guys know that I am starting a Ladies book club both virtual and in person. what that means is for my readers and others who would like to be in the club I will post the book of the month and review questions here on my blog so everyone will be able to participate. Im also trying to get my own plus sized magazine going so we will see how that goes, keep me in your prayers. Ill be posting some pics and recipes soon since I  have lost 10 pounds on my new eating regime!!!! Love you guys mucho

BH Cosmetics Review

Hey Babes, I wanted to do a review on the items I bought from BH cosmetics last week, heres everything I bought and my opinion of the items.

This is the 88 cool matte palette
I love this palette the colors go on smooth and are very pigmented

This is the duo fiber stippling brush. its supposed to be used for foundation and/or blush
but I really dont like this brush because its bristles are flimsy and dont really blend my foundation well

This is the large Blending brush I like this brush its soft but the bristles hold up well enough to blend my shadow and give me an airbrushed finish.

I bought this 24/7 eyeliner pen its kind of like a sharpie for lack of a better word I found
that it didnt go on smooth or form a straight line on my lashline
I would not buy this again.

These are the Foxy lashes from BH cosmetics. I love these they make your eyes really pop without looking to gaudy and fake. plus you can reuse them a few times and it comes with its own glue, I dont particularly like the glue but you can always buy some Duo lash adhesive from any beauty supply or drugstore.

Well Guys I hope you liked my review im going to try and post everyday or at least every other. if you have anything you want me to talk about or review comment below and ill do my best to make it happen.
LATER BABES :)

Not Ashamed to be Plus Sized

In today's society it's rare to see women who are larger than a size 6 being praised for how beautiful they are, and dont even get me started on how there are a million "skinny" girl stores in every mall and shopping center but we plus size women are forced to shop in the one or two matronly shops made available to us,and even then it costs an arm and a leg to buy one outfit. I know obesity is an issue in America but what about us women who are just more curvaceous than the average? dont we have a  right to be fashionable and be considered beautiful? I believe size does not depict beauty. some of the most beautiful women I know are a size 20 and up, so today I want to embrace my body to love every roll, curve,dimple or whatever because God made me in his image and he makes no mistakes!!! enjoy your day Dolls!

Monique looking beautiful, America Ferrera one of my favorite actresses and little ol me Plus sized and Beautiful :)